Hari ini gw marah banget sama papa gw. Di bikin malu gw di depan orang lain & dia gak menghargai gw. Kesel banget deh, rasanya pengen nonjok dia.

But, I still love my dad... so help me God.

Happy New Year 2009

Last night I saw the most spectacular fireworks show in my life.
I stood on top of my house and saw these fireworks show around me.
I feel great.

Best wishes for everyone in 2009.

Baca "Mantra" nya Deddy Corbuzier

Baru selesai baca buku "Mantra" dari Deddy Corbuzier. Buku yang cukup bagus. Lewat buku ini kita diajak untuk bermain dengan logika dalam kehidupan. Belajar tentang kehidupan dari seorang pesulap mentalis, suatu hal yang tidak disangka-sangka.

I'm still alive

Long time since my last blog.

In my deep search for an artistic value and sense I learn something about myself and my spirituality.

About me. I'm a shy person and I'm not a social person. All my life I thought that it's genetics, it's meant to be. But the truth is I think I got SAD(social anxiety disorder), people make me nervous. I don't like it but it happens. So I have to change. How? I don't know. But I found this site http://www.shyandfree.com/ . It's said that 'shyness' brings 'self-consciousness'. 'Self-consciousness' brings 'consciousness'. And 'consciousness' brings 'freedom'. And I think freedom is good :).

Now, about my spirituality. I used to think that I am the man of logic, a rational man. The church, I'm Christian, is a nonsense place. There are a bunch of egoistic people at the church, bla bla bla :). But the truth is human being is a spiritual being. We need something to hold on to, something that stand by our side no matter what. So I learn about spirituality. Someone that I consider a good teacher in spirituality is Gede Prama. He is not Christian but his words gives me a new perspective about spirituality and Christianity. He said that the main reason man wants to learn spirituality is to be a good man.

OK, enough about me.

BTW, I bought a lot of books yesterday. It's on sale :). Something to read for months to come.

Open House

My art teacher asked me, "Do you want to exhibit your work in the open house? It's OK if you do not want to."

And, I said, "Yes of course, no problem."
but inside, I'm saying HELL YEAH! lol :D.

It is my first art exhibition so I'm really excited.

Cartoon Character

George and Oggy. Two cartoon character that just caught my attention. Both are adorable and very funny. :D

So I decided to make this fan art painting.
I love cartoon. lol

Speed Painting 2

More speed painting, 30min each.